
this is my little angel Rhett. He was born 2/13/08. My Husband and I waited 3 years (fertility issues) for his arrival. I would hear people complain about how tough it was to have a baby and I would scoff and think, "how dare you complain at least you are blessed with a child." Well, when we brought our little miracle home did I ever learn what they were talking about. I was so sure it would be easier for me because I wanted it so badly. I was wrong. Between the lack of sleep, lack of experience and the hormones it wasn't long before I was an emotional wreck. I even said to my Husband at one point, "wow to I suck at this. This poor baby!" Luckily, it got easier as I got to know my Son, worked out the lactation issues I was having and my hormones evened out. I have a lot more confidence in my abilites as a parent and have found that I am not alone in the first few weeks struggle. Now I have a new set of issues which include managing a job, a family and my household. I am loving being a parent though and I already know that I would do it all again!